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~Nekoian

Now with 77% more resentment.
About Me Member Self-proclaimed Genius Nekoian21/Male/Unknown Recent Activity Deviant for 5 Years
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New Journal stuff.

Sun Jun 21, 2009, 7:12 PM
I don't really have much to say. I'm sure nobody will read this, or even really care. I've reached a point in my life wheer I'm suddenly not too sure of who I am anymore.

I'm growing weary of the soft depressiong that seems to drag me down every few months, rendering me so unstable that I can't trust myself. The sudden rush of emotion that will make me burst into tears without knowing why I'm so upset. Bursting with rage at the people I care about.

I've been feeling paranoid about what people are doing. About how they feel about me. I'm a little concerned that maybe something is wrong.

It all sounds terribly emo I'm sure, I am aware of that. I just know that the throbbing numb pain in my head hasn't gone away for a while. I don't sleep enough. I find myself at a strange place.

I'm not interested in creating. I feel like I'd rather sleep my days away. My only interest is in the people around me and how they seem so easily to have forgotten me. I find it strange that the only way I can express this, is in a journal, that nobody will ever read.

I've been crying alot lately. Lying alot lately.

I'm such a burden. I wish I wasn't. I'm writing this in the knowladge that nobdy will read this or take it seriously. But Deep down.

I wish you'd answer.

  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: O
  • Reading: M
  • Watching: G
  • Playing: W
  • Eating: T
  • Drinking: F?

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: You are here. ----> @
  • Interests: Comics, bats, music.
  • Favourite movie: Alvin and the Chipmunks.
  • Favourite band or musician: Rolling stones. Paku Romi.
  • Favourite genre of music: rock and roll, Indie, cheese.
  • Favourite artist: Hiroyuki Takei, Meaghan carter. <3
  • Favourite poet or writer: Kelley Armstrong.
  • Favourite style of art: Comic book, stylised.
  • Operating System: Birth, life, death, Paperwork, repeat.
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Nano.
  • Shell of choice: bombshell.
  • Wallpaper of choice: HoroHoro.
  • Skin of choice: My skin is itchy....someones gotten crumbs in it again
  • Favourite game: Elite Beat agents.
  • Favourite gaming platform: DS. Playstation 2.
  • Favourite cartoon character: HoroHoro, Chocolove, Bason.
  • Personal Quote: 'I kissed a girl and I liked it.'
  • Tools of the Trade: Can I borrow your anal probe?
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